~bentnbroken~

#4

2009-10-15T15:29:00.010+08:00

PUMA v1.08

MINE!!!:D

^('@')^

#4...?

2009-09-29T12:37:00.009+08:00

#1 - Nike Tiempo. First ever pair of boots. Bought 2003/2004. Given away.

#2 - Nike Mercurial Vapor III. Bought 2005/2006. D-D (damaged and discarded).

#3 - Nike Mercurial Vapor III. Bought 2007. Battle-damaged. Terminated.

#4...?

^('@')^

my preciousss...

2009-09-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

that's a 30cm ruler at the corner.

with more to come, these babies will need a home real soon...

^('@')^

all that's worth to note.

2009-07-27T00:28:00.007+08:00

sleep never came at a better timing.

"good academic result does not equate to good work performance."

but good academic result is a benchmark to a good job albeit even one nowadays.

"agreed.unfortunately."

then again,

define good.

ps3 guitar heros world tour.

strum.drum.sing.

getting the sticks for use of the sticks.

but hey...

rock on.

back to kallang stadium after since-god-knows-when.

i think this place needs a revamp.

working on it...working on it...

^('@')^

chew on it.

2009-03-27T18:30:00.002+08:00

reality kicks in when it kicks you out.

^('@')^

adrenaline rush.

2009-03-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

the 1st time pillion.

^('@')^

as the new year beckons...

2008-12-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

my biological clock is screwed,

my meal time is screwed,

my appetite is screwed,

my social/free time is screwed,

my fitness is screwed.

but hei,

i'm having fun at work.

on whether i'd change my course...

"it is better to not take something you don't like."

"i think i already did something i don't like by applying for a course."

lol.

i really dunno.

another year going to go.

another year coming to come.

much learnt and still to be learnt.

2009, please.

^('@')^

learn to learn.

2008-11-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

try.

and you'll learn.

get involved.

and you'll learn.

ask.

and you'll learn.

learn.

and you'll learn.

^('@')^

direction.

2008-11-06T16:55:00.001+08:00

goals.targets.aims.

people's constantly revised, reviewed, reached.

where's mine?

^('@')^

the seat.

2008-10-31T17:00:00.003+08:00

back on the seat 13 years(as what i was told...don't really remember...but how to if it was really so???) after i had last been on it.that was in his records, but i was pretty sure the last time i had been on a similar seat was about 8 years back, at my dear old primary school.

it is the seat that most little boys and girls won't want to be on, especially those who love candies and chocolates and everything nice and sweet and gives them cavities.

yes, i finally went for a routine dental check-up after so damn long.

everything was fine, luckily.

the tools going in and out of my mouth and grinding against my vulnerably-priceless teeth still leave a bad taste in my mouth, literally as well. old feelings die hard, i guess.

back to an old hunting ground tmr.can't wait. ^('@')^

stripes of difference.

2008-10-02T22:08:00.004+08:00

here i come.

^('@')^

solid as iron.

2008-09-14T20:10:00.001+08:00

images from www.hottoys.com.hk

if a picture speaks a thousand words,

there's like five thousand up there.

BUY FOR ME!!!

^('@')^

delete.

2008-09-06T01:40:00.001+08:00

i'm cleaning up my closet.

^('@')^

all random.

2008-07-26T00:05:00.003+08:00

guess who's back.

not with a brand new rap.

think i'll just post as and when i like it randomly.

peace.

^('@')^

last words.

2008-06-07T03:40:00.004+08:00

dear blog,

your time is up.

i'm leaving.

this was always coming.

now it has.

i'll leave you with what i gave with peace.

maybe i'll linger on,

maybe buried deep under.

maybe i'll be back here again,

maybe somewhere else,

maybe non at all.

your time is up.

i'm leaving.

this was always coming.

now it has.

goodbye.

-the bent,the broken ^('@')^

all lost & gone?

2007-11-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

the pain.

i brought it upon myself. ^('@')^

bye bye mourinho.

2007-09-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

oh man tt's rather unbelievable.jose mourinho is no longer chelsea's manager. a nuisance he may be, he is an excellent manager. i tink chelsea's hope of winning trophies tis season has taken a huge blow.i tot mourinho was the best signing abramovich made afterall...

i officially announce myself as a transformers collector.

i am a liverpool fan.
i am a transformers fan.
i am koptimus prime. ^('@')^

retail therapy.

2007-09-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

studying is like wakeup-gopiss-washhand-brushteeth-washface-breakfast-andonandonandon business lately.can't wait for all these to become history,but a long ride await.

it always feels good to buy what you like.
however you tend to feel the pinch later.
at the end of the day you're happy.
i'm happy.
but i tink i'm crazy.
no way you guys wanna know why...hell no...even i'm amused!lol...

on the other hand,there are some things which you just can't buy.

transformers.which side am i on? ^('@')^

lately..

2007-08-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

~最近~

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

sometime someplace someday someone asked me, "eh...wat's love?"

obviously i had no idea...so i cracked my brain and for humour's sake, i replied,

"love is a complex feeling that involves the heart, the brains, and the balls."

tinking abt it...i tot it does make some sense...hahaha...

so...like how often it has been asked...wat exactly is love?

i guess there ain't a fixed definition.

probably words can't even describe it.

we are searching for an answer.

i am seraching for an answer.

we are searching for love.

i am searching for love. ^('@')^

divine intervention.

2007-08-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

despondent, distracted
you're vicious and romantic
these are a few of my favourite things
all of those flavours and this is what you choose
past the blues, past the blues
and on to something new

something real, make it timeless
an act of God and nothing else will be accepted
so if you're calling me out
then count me out

yeah we're stubborn and melodramatic

a real class act

you see, i know a few of your favourite things

five in the morning and all comes out pouring

love, out the same way in

something real, make it timeless

an act of God and nothing else will be accepted

so if you're calling me out

then count me out

something real, make it timeless
an act of God and nothing else will be accepted

i said real, make it timeless

an act of God and nothing else will be accepted

now if you're calling me out

then count me out

-divine intervention by taking back sunday

new songs get stuck in the head but old songs sound as good as before.
some form of divine intervention is desperately needed.
right now.
now now NOW!^('@')^

robots in disguise.

2007-08-12T16:14:00.000+08:00

http://www.hasbro.com/transformers

oh man i saw...i mean i actually went searching for AND saw these figurines while in town yesterday and damn...

I WANT TO OWN THEM!!!

but hell...if i buy them all i will be left with 1/10 of my monthly pocket money lol...but they're dam cool!!!espcially the optimus prime and megatron...got some auto-morph function apart from them being able to make sounds like the honk of a truck together with flashing lights...HAHAHA!...tt's not important...and bumblebee is rather tempting too!plus it is slightly cheaper...heh...anyway i tink if i really manage to lay my hands on them i'll be happy to leave them in their boxes...muahaha...

show me the money!!! ^('@')^

impetus.

2007-08-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

there is no impetus to meet.

therefore the dread.

there is no impetus to share.

therefore the silence.

there is no impetus to care.

therefore the nonchalance.

there is no impetus to blog.

therefore the end.

^('@')^

2nd-half...

2007-07-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

hols are pretty much under the rag now...though had lotsa fun during chalet after the mid-yrs!heh!

mid-yrs came mid-yrs past and now it's back again.the marked scripts tt is.

not the best of feelings.

one down four to go.

hopefully not four more nagging sessions.

tis term holds the key to the future.

which key?

only we can decide for ourselves.

the signal is subtle

we pass just close enough to touch

no questions, no answers

we know by now to say enough

with only simple words

with only subtle turns

the things we feel alone for one another

-the secret's in the telling by dashboard confessionals

all the unsaid... ^('@')^

ROFL!!!

2007-06-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

What My Name Means

X is for XtRemE

I is for Ideal

N is for Neat

X is for XXX

I is for Irresistible

A is for Articulate

N is for Naive

G is for Glittering

What Does Your Name Mean?

^('@')^

reborn.

2007-06-20T14:37:00.000+08:00

time for a change.

high time.

^('@')^

alternatives.

2007-06-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

the all-american rejects.
lostprophets.
switchfoot.
taking back sunday.
the raconteurs.
yellowcard.

the way to go when things ain't working.

alternatives.

feels good.

damn good.

^('@')^

famine...singapore-style.

2007-06-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

back from famine camp!again.haha!
last yr's was fun.tis yr's grp was rigged.more fun!:P

and urm...the whole camp was practically in aircon the whole time la lol...stark contrast compared to last yr's...reminded me of a book toking abt the airconditioned city of singapore while shopping for bks in borders a few days back...

supposed to be 'blind' for the 1st activity which lasted the whole afternoon on day1 but ended up looking more like captain barbosa (pai seh lazy to upload photos:P)...burger king chicken sandwich ended the 30hr of famine!again.heh!

rmb tt pic?10 days under a yr ago on tis very blog,i dreamt of wearing tt pair of flashy red boots on the field.today,they are rotting.when will i get to put them on again man...i missed tt feeling...

today's monday.a wk later mid yrs begin.hoho...gotta mug my guts out.
key word from abv: "gotta"
we all noe wat tt means...

al gore's assault on reason is waiting while i'm halfway thru fast food nation...an eye opener to the fast food industry...macs especially...and urm...didn't i jus ate macs last nite???hahaha...^('@')^

priorities.

2007-06-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

priorities.

have you got yours right?

^('@')^

half-time.

2007-05-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

my holiday!

man...i'm hanging up my boots...

not for good though!heh...

season's over.season's disappointing.season's something to learn from.season's one hell of an experince.season's taught me well.

i'll miss season.i'll miss soccer.

those words were overdued.haha...

anyway,the june hols are here again.not something to look forward to but anyone will gladly have it.midyrs begin immediately after the hols.hopefully,one mth is sufficient to do CATCHING-UP n for revision...

the great s'pore sale is on!rather early i realised...but the spending spree has begun!lol!got a new bk!first time i bought one in dunno how many yrs...heh...

i'm pretty sure the spending of money won't end here:D ^('@')^

dumbness.

2007-04-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

Dear JC 2 Students,

On the 9 April 2007, The network traffic volume is extremely high from morning until the evening.

This causes the downloading of the materials to be slow, as many students are access the portal. Checked the servers. The servers are able to handle the loads.

The network is like a 3-lanes road...at off-peak hours with little volume of cars travelling on it, you get to your destination fast. At peak-hours with high volume of cars travel on it. what you do get?

Solv':
Try access the portal at other hours. Thank you for your co-operations.

tt was taken from ivle main.

i tink it speaks alot abt the success of e-learning...and wat's up with the english?

utter nonsense.like logging on at non peak hrs will help if everyone decides to so.

i'm pissed.i can't do my work.hellooo i want to but i can't???wat rubbish...i'm looking forward to doing the survey for e-learning though...

and if u're wondering wat's the ans to the question posted in the notice above, i say tt we get drivers abandoning the lanes altogether.

get wat i mean?

teachers, i say hold ur nerves when sch reopens on wed.^('@')^

storm.

2007-03-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

how long have i been in this storm?

so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form.

the water's getting harder to tread,

with these waves crashing over my head.

if i could just see you,

everything will be alrite.

if i could see you,

the darkness will turn to light.

and i will walk on water,

and you will catch me if i fall.

and i will get lost into your eyes,

and everything will be alright,

and everything will be alright.

i know you didn't bring me out here to drown,

so why am i ten feet under and upside down?

barely surviving has become my purpose,

cause i'm so used to living underneath the surface.

...

lifehouse

...and will everything be alright?^('@')^

how to save a life.

2007-03-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

Step one, you say we need to talk.
He walks, you say sit down it's just a talk.
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through.
Some sort of window to your right.
As he goes left and you stay right.
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I know how to save a life.

Let him know that you know best
Cos after all, you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence ay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along.
And pray to God he hears you.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I know how to save a life.

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice.
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed.
He will do one of two things.
He will admit to everything,
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong?
lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I know how to save a life.

-the fray

never do hw, slp at home, slp in lect&tut, slp at home, nv do hw + new boots + trng + 8 more days =

SEASON!

all the hard work comes to now.^('@')^

holidays...

2007-03-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

...if it's even one...

^('@')^

the best damn thing...

2007-02-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

the cover says so.but i tink it's contridicting it too.i mean,look at the colour!!!omg...LOL!!!

anyway apart from tt,great to hear avril's latest album is coming out soon!!!wohoo!will be out on 17 April!but hell...avid avril fans here in singapore will dunno need to wait how long more from then til they,and I!,will get to lay our hands,MY HANDS! on it...hope it's as good as 'let go' and 'under my skin'!!!

it's chinese new yr period.the atmosphere's lacking yet again...or izzit jus me?or izzit jus like tt when we get older?i wonder...^('@')^

2007-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

a hundred cranes for a hundred days!:D

^('@')^

somewhere in between?

2007-02-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

I can't meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning

I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real, just a dream
What is real, just a dream
What is real, just a dream

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse

Down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real, just a dream...

-somewhere in between,lifehouse

^('@')^

eighteen on eighteenth.

2007-01-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

treasures indeed...

happy birthday to me!

thank you 30/06 for singing bday song three times today!

thank you the many ppl who sent regards,esp those from 06s41 n vonderwoman!

thank you kang seng,kheng lim,wen yan n mel for the belgian "finest choc with NO ADDED SUGAR" (lol) n the apple-headed-super-RED-n-cute soft toy!

and last but not least...

thank YOU!:D

it's with THE GANG tmr!can't wait!

^('@')^

double-O-seven

2007-01-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

it's 2007 ladies and gentlemen.2006 jus whizzed by like tt...one word to summarise the old year was "eventful". it was one hell of a ride.but nonetheless,the one year of experience should and will go a long way.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

for today is the 8th day.xmas was great.fun-filled, food-filled.and on boxing day, the liverpool jersey was finally bagged.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

bloggie is one year old.i couldn't remember wat drove me into it, but only 70posts since excluding tis lol...well it's MY blog, so i guess i'll run it MY way:P

cheers to everyone out there.and may the new year hold pleasant surprises for all.^('@')^

mission accomplished.

2006-12-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

the red alert days...yea...watever.

anyway SL's over a few hours back.thought it was quite successful.all the dishes were CLEARED.always fun cooking.

christmas eve is a wk away!which will mean one wk of hols left...blah!

saw tis on ben yeo's blog a couple of days back.really meaningful.

"Love is like skinning an apple.
Skin it too slowly and it'll turn brownish.
Skin it too fast and you might just cut yourself."

i'll leave with that.^('@')^

sax-xy.

2006-12-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

don't let his hair fool you.

i tink my ears are falling for kenny G.

his music?

absolutely sax-xy.

i wld seriously fancy his albums.

^('@')^

bike-athon

2006-12-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

from 10pm to 6am.
from downtown east to boat quey and back.
each left in one whole.
each returned in one whole.
only difference is a badly bruised butt.

one hell of a wk...my deep heat is depleting.

hail the wkends.^('@')^

that man.

2006-11-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

to sit there and watch the video in awe,and realise that man doing those is just right there was overwhelming.

i really wonder how that man felt while watching what he once did and accomplished.

that man is a legend.

that man is king.

that man is the "king of kings".

that man is the "best player ever in the history of football".

that man is Pele.

Pele eterno.Pele forever.

i saw that man today.^('@')^

one day...

2006-11-27T11:45:00.000+08:00

^('@')^

rehab.

2006-11-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

SO DARN BORING!

^('@')^

they're back!

2006-11-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

oh man one week past with the blink of an eye!jus when i'm enjoying myself...

yeap mum&pap will be back tonite.putting back on the nag-filter to my ears...at least no more lessons in sch...but the hols hw are a hell load of crap...gotta start doing soon...but dunno when...

training later.thnks to the heavy rain yesterday.

jack johnson!^('@')^

macScary!

2006-11-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

mcDonald's.

can't live on it.

can't live without it.

just watched "supersize me"!

admit i abit the lag...lag two years lol!but yea quite a insightful documentry.well they classify it as documentry...although i tink it can be classified as "horror"...LOL!

darn scary la the way tt mad guy eat...almost got himself killed...and i firmly believe if supersize was available in s'pore, i wld nv touch tt in my entire life!!!haha!the detox diet looks interesting though...HEH!joking joking...oya and i'm interested to know my percentage of body fat!!!

mum&pap are off holiday-ing in china!gonna enjoy one nag-less wk!how abt tt man...WOHOO!

oh man maths tmr again...and i dunno wat to eat for dinner tonight...

wait a min,din i jus ate macs tis morning?^('@')^

prison...broken!

2006-11-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

talk about prison break.
talk about scofield and co. still digging their way out of fox river on channel 5.
well...i've FINISHED watching the whole of season one already!!!heehee...
can't wait for season two!gonna pester my source liao:D

alrite la expecting cash to flow...IN!after alot of it had flowed out...pia-ed my butt off to rush my father's work over the past couple of days...which were to be rushed in the first place haha!quite surprised tt i manage to complete them so quickly.i tink pap's quite shocked too...heh!

new running shoes!but yet to use them yet.soon soon i promise...trng's stepping up!tt's gd news!and finally got new balls!!!:D

final op rehearsal with ST tmr.hope it goes well b4 the actual one on friday.FINALLY the end of pw is in sight...

my boot took a beating today:(

wat's with those holiday homework???^('@')^

O.P - on-going panic!

2006-10-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

back with a new blog song!"should i stay" by dreamzFM.local band yea?NICE!as heard from jon leong's performance in idol final like dunno how many mths ago lol!

sch has been all abt op lately...practically everyday.today's presentation was quite screwed...heh!

it's not what life has to offer...

it's what we have to offer to our lives ;

we make things happen.

guess tt's all for today.kinda tired.^('@')^

"super sinful"

2006-10-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

holey maloney...i tink i haven enjoyed such a great dinner for dunno how long until tonite!just!

went to NEW YORK NEW YORK at city link for dinner.damn cool la the place.the menu's cool too.nonetheless the food served is cool and most importantly...*SLURPS*!ordered brats wrapped in bacon and cheese.two bratwurst(i tink spelled like tt),some german sausage,wrapped in bacon and topped with melted cheese.BEAT THAT!labelled as "super sinful" in the menu lol!heavy stuff but worth the shot!!!then came the show stopper in the form of dessert.MUDPIE WITH ICE CREAM.i bet my bottom dollar it's the best dessert being served there.the mudpie izzen the kind u get in NYDC.it's WARM.and drizzled with a generous serving of WARM chocolate!and of corse the ice cream...which is cold...haha...IT WAS DAMN GOOD...more than good...more than more than good...can't describe it with words la aiyo...go try urself and u'll noe:D

pw i&r draft one is dued tmr.my kind ST has extended the deadline.unfortunately mine is 0% completed.and i'm not planning to do it any sooner but i promise it will be completed by the nxt 24hrs:D

training tmr!let's hope the haze dun act up.^('@')^

haze&laze

2006-10-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

the haze is a pain in the neck.for me.for everyone.training on thurday was cancelled because of the haze.but most importantly because of the pe dept...lol!moreover,with the bloody haze,i can't run!we can't run!this cannot go on...

okay so with the haze,we can only laze.been eating alot haha!cannot exercise so the mind is filled with food!and of course the best way to solve the problem is to EAT!doubt the rot will stop any sooner...blah!

about half the class invaded my kitchen on friday!!!LOL!baked cookies for everyone in the class.personalised somemore okay:D plenty to clean up after tt but DAMN FUN la haha!must bake sometime again!oh...we've got our very own 30/06 cookie!!!

hand-made by 30/06-ers!

today finally met up with some of the usual suspects!been a while...met up for movie but end up playing lan.like how long nv dota liao lor...super rusty...the game was already condemed by me liao anyway lol!

gonna have new training kit!yea!and friendly on mon.hope the haze will clear by then!and a new bag!

back to school tmr...sian...^('@')^

post promos?blah!

2006-10-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

post promos damn sian can?i tink worse than before the exams la...
open house yesterday was like for our own schoolmates to know one another's cca better...
darn pw la wth...spoil the whole wkend...spoil the whole post promos feel...BLAH!!!

anyway saw this video at my cousin's place when i was still in primary school.could remeber i was laughing my ass off la lol.DAMN FUNNY!happen to stumble upon it cos i wanted to see how paul robinson missed his kick that led to croatia's second goal haha...

got op to prepare for tmr.some workshop crap.dun even noe whether we doing individual presentation or group presentation.dun even noe got enough stuff to speak for 5 mins.dun even noe wat time we gotta stay in school till thnks to the workshop.dun even noe wat time i gonna finish conjuring my slides.dun even noe...dun even noe...dun even noe...only noe pw sucks.

ehhh missing the usual suspects leh...damn long nv see them liao...

E is Even more than anyone that you adored.

^('@')^

can die i tell u...

2006-10-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

busy hibernating over the promo period.
then try resuming proper training with a practically empty stomach plus self-training for nearly 2 hrs before.
luckily got saved by food lol.
i tink i can do with a 24hr slp...
my foot damn pain now...blah!^('@')^

phew!sigh...

2006-10-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

two words bottled-up inside for the whole darn week:

IT'S OVER!!!

dead beaten.wat's with the haze man?zzzzz...^('@')^

boiling down to now.

2006-09-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

end of a dawn?or a beginning of a new one?

the sun aint shining and the birds aint singing.

the dreaded draws ever so close.too close for comfort.

addicted to chasing cars.urm the song la lol.chase cars for wat sia...no time for tt too NOW!

if i lay here

if i just lay here

would you lie with me and just forget the world?

but the stars are shining bright.^('@')^

good food my foot!

2006-09-27T14:30:00.000+08:00

hungry???

good food.it cannot be defined can it?too large a context,too vague a content.

anyway was trying scavanging for something to lunch on having arrived home early without eating.luckily stocked the right food stuff at home!mixing everything u see in the picture above and POOOOOF! MY LUNCH!in tt plate!haha!

was tt good food?i would say yes and no.

com'on fellow MUGGAS out there.pull up those socks and fasten those laces!time for the long hazardous no speed limit express way to liberation!!!

"everybody's going for a quick surefire solution...

have faith in what you got and it will carry us all..."

-carry us all by oasis

^('@')^

angels.

2006-09-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

MY snow angel off the roads of hokkaido!:D

i sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
and do they know
the places where we go
when we're grey and old
cause i have been told
that salvation lets their wings unfold
so when i'm lying in my bed
thoughts running through my head
and i feel the love is dead
i'm loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know that life won't break me
when i come to call she won't forsake me
i'm loving angels instead

when i'm feeling weak
and my pain walks down a one way street
i look above
and i know i'll always be blessed with love
and as the feeling grows
she breathes flesh to my bones
and when love is dead
i'm loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know that life won't break me
when i come to call she won't forsake me
i'm loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know that life won't break me
when i come to call she won't forsake me
i'm loving angels instead...

-robbie williams, angels

study plan up and running!day one shall come to a close when i study somemore before i go to bed later.may promos come and go quickly!

there's no doubt about it.

where's my angel??? ^('@')^

only time will tell.

2006-09-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

there lies a long road ahead...

oh great...i wasted one hour last evening to blog what you,yea YOU,fellow SKIVERS reading this post posted by the skiving me(ahhh so WE share the guilt!...eh promos comming arh!wat you thinking???wat am i thinking...lol),suppose to see...but the post has gone down the drain...well maybe the contents weren't meant to be posted...maybe...but the title and ending shall stay!hahaha.darn the damn blogger.com!!!

i miss putting on my boots!!!can't wait to get back to business on the pitch!

urm...anyone got adidas vouchers or lobang to it must tell me okay??!!the liverpool stuffs are way too nice and way too disastrous a disaster to the pocket...

i shall catch up with my new pair of r u n n i n g shoes real soon!latest being after promos!

hail xabi for netting from 65 yards out.

"...i'm sorry i can't be,perfect."

who can? ^('@')^

thwarted!

2006-09-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

today's a wasted day.damn it la.quite pissed...

as much as they come true,dreams often shatter too.

for a moment,i thought i saw you today...^('@')^

once a red,always a red.

2006-09-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

the shankly gate

"some people believe football is a matter of life and death,i am very disappointed with that attitude.i can assure you it is much,much more important than that."

- bill shankly

"the trouble with refrees is that they know the rules,but they don't know the game."

- bill shankly

"if you're in the penalty area and don't know what to do with the ball,put it in the net and we'll discuss the options later."

- bob paisly

i want to visit anfield before liverpool moves out of it!

i want to walk through the shankly gate,then visit the museum brimming with honours,then the changing room,then walk through the tunnel and touch the "THIS IS ANFIELD" sign,then finally step onto anfield itself.tt's all i ask for...no need to watch any match or get anyone's signature...anything more will be a bonus :D

o when will this dream come true?^('@')^

strictly boys only!

2006-09-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

lol spent the whole wkends with my male counterparts...sounds gay...but it's only then you find a TRUE break...with the usual suspects tt is:)

let's see...met up on thurs for teachers' day,fri had match then went to lido to lunch w/o showering in slippers.

YESTERDAY...was the real deal.

went to stanford court to do some survey and got paid twenty bucks.then went to scout for new running shoes.along the way finally tasted ya kun's kaya and butter toast and aunty anne's cinnamon sugar.all damn nice!then mrt-ed to tampines and spent $6.20 on cab to get to shaun's ooloo condo lol.damn it la heart damn pain la.bloody $2 surcharge...

met up with shaun,jeff,wong,jion chun,kk,jj,zzy and gedeon.played some tennis b4 jj had to leave.then went to bbq our own dinner.after clearing up...WE dunked the host!4 times!lol.then spent 15min pushing-hauling-wateveryounameit and a finally push with the leg by zzy to get monster wong into the pool.after tt all 8 of us went into the swimming pool at like 9+pm.

and what can 8 16-17 yrs old topless males do in the pool?i tink it will look damn wrong if someone manage to get a picture of us in the pool from the apartments nearby rofl.but hei...don't get us wrong.we are the straightest males around okay?hahaha.ended up playing Defence Of Kenneth Kang.freaking lame and childish...but who cares man?it's an all-boys night out:D the night came to an end when the sercurity guard came to chase us away for "swimming" after 10.damn the resident who complained.hahaha.

today woke up later than usual.quite tired haha.*last nite*.tuition as usual.then i fell asleep again.die.turning into a habit to sleep on sunday afternoons.woke up at 5.45.then decided to try out a new running route i worked out.eh i did careful calculations with a thread and a map like wat a true-blue geoger will do to find the distance of the route okay??lol.

tis wk is holidays.tis wk is high-time for serious mugging to begin.tis wk can be a health hazard.tis wk...i've got it all planned...urm i nv say i will live by the plan arh!heehee:D...but yea will sure to study.

alright man finally got 1984 by george orwell!and it was bought and fully subsidised by sis!wanted to pay 20 bucks or at least 10 for it but she say it was alright.love my sis man!to think we use to bicker like mad when we were young...well i guess we learn to chersih our siblings more as we get older...

okay i can't do work cos mama watching tv in my room.tt's why i'm blogging.tt's why there's tis post.

i just heard the tv being switched-off.tt's why i'm signing off now.^('@')^

GAME ON!

2006-08-31T16:15:00.000+08:00

it's confirmed!

the vivacitors will debut their new jersey in a match against jeffrey's friend's team at pitch 1 at tanglin fields tmr.

hope the weather will be fine.real fine.

teachers' day today.celebration was a boring affair.the heavy downpour in the morning only worsened it.went back to gong jiao after tt to find out the teachers leaving real soon for lunch at island country club with hak boon.well at least got to see the teachers i wanted to meet.and most importantly ppl whom i have not met since pulling on long pants to school.lunch at cartel with the usual suspects was nowhere near kopitiam food.only the bread was good lol.i tink i ate more than a loaf.then sat there tok-kok,eat bread,discuss tactics for tmr,eat more bread,and more bread.then steiner decided he will turn up for tmr's match!WOHOO!

seriously hope the weather won't let us down tmr.i need a new pair of running shoes...but,as for now...REST!...and drown myself from the inside with water....^('@')^

blind

2006-08-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

i was young but i wasn't naive

i watched helpless as he turned around to leave

and still i have the pain i have to carry

a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time

i never thought we'd be here

never thought we'd be here

when my love for you was blind

but i couldn't make you see it

couldn't make you see it

that i love you more than you'll ever know

a part of me died when i let you go

i would fall asleep

only in hopes of dreaming

that everything would be like it was before

but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i love you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when i let you go

after all this time

would you every wanna leave it

maybe you could not believe it

that my love for you was blind

but i couldn't make you see it

couldn't make you see it

that i love you more than you'll ever know

a part of me died when i let you go

and i love you more than you'll ever know

a part of me died when i let you go...

-blind by lifehouse

love this song by lifehouse man:)

it feels good to be doing work.especially when you know you are guilty of procrastinating.haha.promos!...

tmr should have a friendly match b4 training comes to a halt.hopefully the match is on.nxt fri got match too!will be pulling on the NEW VIVACITORS jersey!

i want the new adidas liverpool kit!damn nice la!the adidas liverpool bottle looks good too!every adidas liverpool merchandise rock big time la!!!MONEY!haha.

hope the knock on the calf heals sufficiently before the game tmr.^('@')^

the countdown begins.

2006-08-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

caught-up by time.caught-up in my time.

promos's cookin'.playing catching with tutorials,teachers,and lecture notes.talk about SDL.

i tink i've decided to get tuition once again.probably begin as soon as tis sunday.hate it.loathe it.but shall bear with it.for the sake of me.

feeling the heat now.NOW!

anyway last friday,the testimonial match for the j2s was FINALLY played.pretty pleased to say tt we,the j1s,emerged triumphant!gald to get on the score sheet too!credits to our captain!single-handedly kept the j2s out with an endless string of fine saves.MAN OF THE MATCH surely!

and on sat...FINALLY got our brand new vivacitors jersey!!!damn nice!brand new captain's arm band too!damn cool!...what WE seriously need now is a match...

almost halfway through another wk...how fast...looking forward to and not looking forward to the wkend.

NEW adidas running top! ^('@')^

happy belated birthday.

2006-08-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: January 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.

You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.

Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.

You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

happy belated birthday singapore.i did not witness any part of your birthday bash last night though i wished i could catch a glimpse of the fireworks display that brought the curtains down to the national stadium...i will remember the national stadium for hosting liverpool fc to a friendly! i was there:)

check out wat my birthday means!no wonder i like red.yea blood red.which is crimson red.haha.

decided to go for chinese physiotheraphy on mon evening to get some treatment for my ankle.then decided to miss national day celebration in school the nxt day to get the extra day of rest.it was all planned:D

anyway the die da master rocks la.aftersome half an hour of intensive massage to my ankle he bandaged it with wat i believe is his secret recipe to healing sprains.some mixture of powder and oil which smells like curry according to my sis(i tink something's wrong with her sense of smell lol).was advised to wear ankle guard when i play soccer.shall keep tt in view first.

after nearly 2 days without washing my right foot(eww...but can't be help haha...eh but i got bath!),i finally removed the bandage yesterday!wohoo.ankle haven felt tis better since june.i feel like i can score a penalty with a bowling ball rofl!the swell has subsided more or less.another session with shi fu will definitely help.but i shall choose the time for it carefully again...heehee.

now all's in place for tmr's testimonial match against the j2s! a gd three days of rest plus an ankle tt is in a much better condition!hahaha.

i HANGed-out yesterday.
i subwayed yesterday.
i resisted the temptation of Ben and Jerry's yesterday:)
today, my group's 1st draft for written report was all ready for submission in the morning:D
tmr...i can't wait to step onto the soccer pitch!

viva jersey on saturday!!!^('@')^

the tolerance threshold.

2006-08-06T15:36:00.000+08:00

don't test my patience.don't.

i don't feel like doing my part for written report now.sorry,and not,grpmates.i don't feel like doing any shit now.neither have i done any.and there ain't the slightest of remorse.

i'm not gonna turn up for school on tuesday.

i smell promos.

i suck at maths.and physics.and chemistry.and geog was luck that will not happen again.

i'm against tuition.

i have not watched lake house.

i'm addicted to some kiddy biscuit.

on a brighter note,i think i found a new spot to buy my clothes.muahahaha.^('@')^

breathing...or not.

2006-08-02T17:20:00.000+08:00

...cause i am hanging on every word you say

and even if you don't want to speak tonight

that's alright,alright to me

cause i want nothing more than to sit

outside your door and listen to you breathing

is where i want to be...

-breathing by lifehouse

stuck.stuck.stuck.stuck.STUCK!!!

or do i really feel so? ^('@')^

far away

2006-07-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

this time,this place

misused,mistakes

too long,too late

who was i to make you wait

just one chance

just one breath

just in case there's just one left

cause you know

you know,you know

that i loved you

i have loved you all along

and i miss you

been far away for far too long

i keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

stop breathing if

i don't see you anymore

on my knees,i'll ask

last chance for one last dance

cause with you,i'd withstand

all of hell to hold your hand

i'd give it all

i'd give for us

give anything but i won't give up

cause you know

you know,you know

that i loved you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore

so far away

been far away for far too long

so far away

been for away for far too long

but you know

you know,you know

i wanted

i wanted you to stay

cause i needed

i need to hear you say

that i love you

i have loved you all along

and i forgive you

for being away for far too long

so keep breathing

cause i'm not leaving you anymore

believe me

hold on to me

and never let me go...

-nickelback,far away

nice song nice lyrics:)

today i ate burger KING,kfc,and pizza hut.yeap.

LAKE HOUSE LAKE HOUSE!^('@')^

there bound to be.

2006-07-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

man i'm gonna watch it.

sigh.tis is getting boring.no i'm not talking about blogging.i'm talking about life.my life.everyday's like a routine.there's hardly anything much to look forward to.well at least there a some.but seriously there's gotta be more to life isn't it?

anyway ankle's still pretty swollen.can't wait for the day i go seek treatment from the die da master.playing j2s nxt wed in some testimonial match.then sat got some nus 7-a-side challenge.really hope we can do well.we've got the potential!oh...and the constant reminder of FIRM HARD PASS!!! by kumar lol...damn it's stuck in the head haha.

gonna let my mum sign my result slips later...blah!in for more nagging.seriously the results are horrible although wat it spells sounds like best...with pw work piling up like crazy together with the already heavy workload...jc life ain't too fun yea?well tt's besides the time spent on slacking and soccering...:)

guess wat's coming up?THE LAKE HOUSE!yeap.it says june 16 but tt's not gonna happen in s'pore.27 july is the release date here.caught the trailer while waiting for pirates to begin in the cinema.looks interesting.i want to know wat happen!yea so i pretty much gonna watch it although it will strain my strained pocket.oh talking abt straining pockets,i tink i will have to strain it further lol.i still want to get my soccer court shoes!man...couple more makan outings tis mth too!omg la.

i haven been running for a while although i've made a return to the gym after deciding tt the shoulder is fully healed(well it doesn't bother me now).stamina's deproved la sian...injury ain't helping too.when training stops for promos and tt my ankle's fully healed,i'm so gonna start running again.o yea.

viva jersey shld be ready for collection nxt wk!the glittering no.5 awaits me.can't wait! ^('@')^

the pain barrier.

2006-07-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

playing through the pain barrier.o yes.
and it sucks.it's bothersome.it's affecting performance on the pitch.it's taking effect off-pitch.and it just keeps coming back.it's pure frustration.
i don't need reminders that injury is part and parcel of the game.and i'm sure i won't be limping if my leg was broken.
i'm a tough nut to crack damn it.^('@')^

grounded

2006-07-06T12:32:00.000+08:00

thanks to my mum,i don't get my first taste of kite flying...BLAH!
o seasame street's on tv now...^('@')^

PMS - post mental stress

2006-07-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

into the post exam period.friday's last paper was i dunno what to say.then immediately after tt the party begins.
after paper go makan with marvin n jj then go back to catholic high to chill out for a while.abt to fall aslp at home until zhi wei call n force me to go town in the afternoon.then the night came.the night when argentina played n lost to germany in the world cup quater finals.caught the game at jeffrey's place with 7 other of the usual suspects.then the worry of being unable to squeeze all nine of us into jeff's room was gone when we manage to do so with spaces left haha.

illegal immigrants!

TODAY.went to queensway shopping centre to place our orders for our new VIVACITOR jersey!wohoo.it is gonna be that damn nice.and we've got a new logo!thanks to yeow chern once again for his effort and his design.and oso marvin for the five stars haha.

world cup is a disaster.brazil's exit is disastrous.world cup 06 has turned into euro 06.the match ups are a big turn off without powerhouses like brazil and argentina.BLAH!now tt brazil lost their crown...ronaldo needs a new pair of boots for a change of luck...

i saw this at queensway today although it is supposed to be released nxt mth lol.damn nice la...black and gold.tt's why i want to be sponsored...new phone in action!:D

school tmr...*spit* ^('@')^

eWxOaRmLsD wCoUePs!

2006-06-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

reason to smile(:

before an exam,u worry abt how are u going to complete mugging the never ending pile of notes to get good grades.during the exam,u find urself mugging till the wee hours of the morning just to make sure u complete the mugging of the notes,even if u noe u won't get good grades.after an exam,after seeing-doing the papers,u worry about ur grades.such exam woes,when undergoing reaction with the on-going world cup,simply give u more woes.

HOWEVER,all the worries abt the also on-going mid yr exams shall come to an abrupt halt.all previous papers were demoralising.today was demoralising.tmr is recharge and last-attempt-to-salvage-ur-exam day.friday is the day.physics's the last paper standing.WC quater finals will be underway.germany will play argentina.italy will play ukraine.england will play portugal.BRAZIL will play france in a repeat of the 98 WC finals.so a timely time for the exams to end.way to go!

i can't wait for friday.who can?i will study for physics.i promise.

check out these new boots.they are all damn cool can?i want to be sponsored.so i can change my boots as and when i want to:Di'm eye-raked.

ronaldinho's new R10.i just saw him in action in it against ghana.just.the direct opposite colour of his very first pair of R10.he's donning a pair GOLDEN BOOTS.cool.

the boots ronaldo wore when he silence his critics in the 4-1 drubbing of japan by netting twice to equal muller's all-time world cup top goalscorer record of 14 goals.the boots that ronaldo wore when he broke the all-time world cup top goalscorer record.i just saw how he did it against ghana.just.looks like a pair of bananas but actually is the BRAZILLIAN colour.and is limited edition.cool.

one of the lastest colour of the mvIII series.premiering pretty soon.henry and theo walcott are going to wear it.probably as soon as the world cup quater finals.the RED is damn freaking flashy can?i like it la.flashy stuff.cool.

this is the very first colour of the mvIII series.it is white and hence flashy.this is MINE.and i'm loving it.cool.

i want to be sponsored.so i can use these boots interchangeably without having to pay for them.

i want so many things.i've set up a XX's wants'n'needs fund here.kindly pledge ur generous donations at the tag board.WARNING!no empty promises.i will collect the cold hard cash personally from u.key words are "will" and "personally".exam is taking it's toll on my sanity.^('@')^

sleepless nights

2006-06-21T05:19:00.000+08:00

hiv...NEGATIVE!:pics do lie:)

look.it's the morning i know.but i did not just woke up.i didn't bloody sleep!just finish watching the england sweden game lol.i tried to study yesterday after lunch but ended up sleeping till nearly 6pm.maybe tt's why i'm still pretty much awake...anyway sleepless nights like this is not unusual during this world cup period.i've been watching plenty of matches considering tt i do not have cable;)
back from the famine camp!valuable lessons were picked up during the camp besides all the fun.it was definitely more than just starving for 30 hours.a camp tt is worth all the time in my schedule:)oya...stayed up the whole night during the camp to fold paper cranes and chit-chat with my classmates!first time in my life i folded paper cranes lol.wat's more?it's all for a gd cause:)
went to shaun's place for bbq with zzy immediately after the camp!ha!really nice of the usual suspects already at shaun's place to cook up and save the food for us,and also paying for the cab fare just to make sure zzy and i don't miss the fun.THANK YOU THE USUAL SUSPECTS!you ppl know who you are:Dspent the night at shaun's place and fell asleep during the second half of the brazil australia game.went to replace my sim card tt went missing the previous night before going home.thank you marvin for lending me a hand in the recontruction of my phonebook!darn...my line's not activated yet...gonna call singtel later...
to add on to the action packed previous week...there was 30/06 outing at sentosa,pw farm visit + cook-and-eat-our-own-lunch at zhiwei's place,and 06s41 bbq at mahesha's place.i can't possibly use words to describe all of them as they are just...just too...well,i just can't use words can i?:)
on the heavier note,i'm trying to study.lol.exams begin nxt wk.damn.oh and jeff's asking me if i wanna catch the holland argentina game later tonight at his place.i'm still sitting on the fence.but not for long...^('@')^

mid-year crisis

2006-06-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

talk about mid-life crisis.
but mid-year crisis comes first.and it's knocking on my door this year this month this day this time right now.
the holidays have been halved with time.tt means mid-yr examinations approaching in a couple of weeks time.mid-yr exam?wth is tt?i've never heard of it before for the past 4 yrs of my life la lol.so unfamiliar,so not used to studying during the june hols,so gonna screw up,so when am i gonna start?
for the first two wks,apart from attending hols lesson,i've only touched projectile motion for i dun wanna fail my physics.unfortunately,projectile motion is only a small part of one chapter of the many chapters that are tested lol.so much for "i dun wanna fail my physics".
exam work project work father's work all in a mess.but luckily my table's not.i've made it cohesive for studying for exams since the start of the hols but i haven't been making use of it.
registered for ns a couple of wks back.had to apply for deferment.or rather,i had a choice.the one that says not apply for deferment and get enlisted into the army immediately looks tempting.i pondered for nearly five minutes before clicking the submit button with the option made to apply for deferment,meaning tt i will still be stuck in school until after my a-levels...
seriously,i'm beginning to question my choice of entering a jc.all i know is that "i enter a jc to enter the university to...to...to...urm...get a job???".don't make much sense to me but seems to be tt way lol.sigh.i seem to be more interested in completing my father's stuff than starting to mug like a mugger.
world cup kicks off tonite.more distractions.i hope germany loses tonite:P
playing soccer in another three hours with my blistered heels.been raining like crap since the morn.another day gone i guess.
mid-life crisis?no.
mid-yr crisis:)
^('@')^

for the first and not the last time

2006-06-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

sinful?what sinful?

for the first time in my life today,i had my first taste of Ben and Jerry's ice-cream lol.wasn't disappointing at all.chocolate fudge brownie(or izzit?) rocks!heavenly stuff for chocolate lovers like me.the coffee flavoured one is excellent too.however,they are sweet to the tongue and sour to the pocket:) BUT,i'll definitely buy Ben and Jerry's again.
walked around suntec today and all i see is SALE.quite gutted lehz.it's the great s'pore sale and i'm broke!what's more?i still want/need to get a handful of stuff!haha.luckily pap brought home stuff for me to do.potential source of income:D!work for what i want,save for what i want:)
one week of hols down!returning to school everyday nxt wk for lessons.how boring.then soon it will be mid yrs.definitely not looking forward to tt yea?
debuting my mvIII pretty soon:D can't wait to get it into action!till then...
^('@')^

just like a kid:D

2006-06-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

behold...

WOOOOOHOO!freaking elated.NEW PAIR OF SOCCER BOOTS!oh yeah:)
unforseen circumstances have linked me up with yet another pair of WHITE boots.looks like my routine of cleaning boots after every use continues lol.
new boots new beginning new heights to reach.i'll let the pictures do the talking:D

i'm all smiles:D! ^('@')^

boot-talk

2006-05-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

my very first boot

every king's reign comes to an eventual end.this june, signals the need for me to buy a new pair of soccer boots.of course it will be of mixed feelings.indeed, it is giving way.but it still can be used.the question is, for how long?until it is really damaged, it shall still be kept in my possesion.many great moments to savour while wearing this particular pair of boots.many goals to remember.not forgetting too the routine session of cleaning it after use everytime in order to keep it as white as possible lol.

many have sprung up as favourites to replace the current one.i've yet to decide on which, but i've narrowed the scope to three pairs.so allow me to introduce the contenders:)

The Favourite

this is the favourite without a doubt.and it's white!introducing the Air Legend R10, the limited edition boot made specially for ronaldinho.will have the exact same feel as my current boot but will definitely be way better.however,the price is a major concern.

The Underdog

mercurial vapour 2.what's more?it's red!freaking flashy lol.well, i'm pretty aware of what a pair of vapour is good for.not a bad option to consider.besides, i think it is the best value for money.may not be the favourite, but clearly up there with R10.

The Outsider

introducing the nike mercurial vapour 3.this is one of the newest colour.greatly improved from the mercurial vapour 2 for enhanced performance.seriously doubt it will be available in singapore anytime soon.besides, it will cost a bomb, more ex than R10.not a bad dream but the cost is a stumbling block.

sssssssssssssssso, which will prevail?we will see pretty soon i guess:)^('@')^

i want,i can,and am going to.

2006-05-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

check tt out.nope they ain't tattoos.they are the masterpieces of the "die da" master who treated my sprained/strained/???(i dunno which) arm muscle.paid 20 bucks for an excellent physiotheraphy session.feels better now.all happened during napfa test today while doing pull ups lol.pull then guess force too much then heard a damn loud CRACK.lucky did not dislocate my shoulder haha.sigh.i'll be back next tuesday pull-up bar!

last schooling day of term 2 today!and mr lim's finally back after a two days lay-off.back with a new haircut.i think he took two days to get his hair done lol.anyway lessons as usual.had a quiz during physics tutorial which i flung badly haha.something must be done abt my physics during the hols:)

after school went to orchard with kheng lim,mel and julia.went to look for bag.yeap i want to buy a sports bag too.joined by peiyong and pris later before visiting more shops.they dinner-ed while i watched before they had to leave for guitar concert in school.

man i need sponsors!haha.MONEY!i want to buy plenty of stuff during the hols!hmmm...but then again the thought of mid-yrs and the hols assignment quite a turn off lehz...heh.and i am going to starve myself for 30 hrs during the june hols!really looking forward to it.urm...one eating tip before i go:

For a heavenly treat:

1) Grab a bag of mini oreo(just like the one in the pic).

2) Pour as many pieces as u like into a bowl.

3) Flood those minis with chilled fresh milk.

4) Munch on them just like breakfast cereals!

^('@')^

back to the backstreet boys

2006-05-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

the backstreet boys are back not too long ago.but i still remember the first song i ever liked and the first album i ever bought was by the backstreet boys.urm and actually i bought the album because of the song I Want It That Way.haha.how dumb.but i bought it because i had discount voucher lol.been uploading a handful of bsb songs into my mp3 lately.some are really old ones, but they are really good man.kinda hooked on them now.signing off with one of my favourites by the backstreet boys.

Shape Of My Heart

Hmm, yeah, yeah

Baby, please try to forgive me

Stay here don't put out the glow

Hold me now don't bother

If every minute it makes me weaker

You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful

Loneliness that's tragical

So heal me I can't win this war, oh no

Touch me now don't bother

If every second it makes me weaker

You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession

Got nothing to hide no more

I don't know where to start

But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done

I never wanna play the same old part

I'll keep you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart...

^('@')^

eat-till-you-drop month

2006-05-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

gosh.this is getting out of hand.may this year is the month to FEAST!yes ppl.real feast.plenty of good food.the madness began yesterday and will carry on until the end of the month.
yesterday my mum,sis and i brought pap to tony romas for their famous pork ribs for birthday celebration although today was the actual day(u'll know why as u continue to read).the servings here is crazy.pap ordered mix grilled combo.he was served with half a slab of pork ribs and a whole chicken thigh with corn and fries.mum and sis shared a mother's day special which included a whole platter of starters before the main corse.which was totally crazy.more pork ribs,half a chicken and one whole chicken thigh plus plenty of fried shrimps,more corn and one big bowl of salad.mine was the cheapest meal.chicken philly sandwich served with fries and salad.so we shared the starter cos mum and sis couldn't finish them.then i finished my meal which was pretty satisfying and filling.the sandwich,after stacking up everything,was about 12cm thick?here comes the action.then i had to help my mum and sis with their main course.i had plenty of ribs and finished the whole damn chicken thigh.and my dinner was topped off with 1/4 of one stick of the corn tt they gave cos i simply could eat no more.
the eating din't stop.today,tonight,jus happened not too long ago,my relatives celebrated mother's day at my aunt's place.it was also to celebrate my father's and my aunt's birthday too.before my family went to her home,pap drove us to goodwood park hotel to pick up stuff.everytime i hear abt us going to goodwood park,it only means one thing.DURIAN CAKE AND PUFFS!surprisingly,i nv stepped into the hotel before.so this time i went in with mum and sis in my slippers lol.and guess what we picked up.2 1.3kg durian cakes and 10 boxes of 6 durian puffs.wth?dinner's gonna be fun tonite.it was a pot luck.so plenty of food to choose from,to eat.i remeber eating alot of bread with alot of curry.then ate mee siam.then ate satay.then ate otahs.oh some kuehs.then vitagen.then played abit of table tennis.then the durian cake.then another slice.then CHOCOLATE FONDUE!yeap.my uncle actually bought the thing to boil the chocolate(hersey's baking chocolate chips today).dipped almost everything into the chocolate.banana,grapes,mashmallows,then smeared alot of the chocolate on another slice of durian cake,and then my cousin smeared the chocolate over a peanut filling ang ku kueh which a few of us tried.wasn't too bad really.because it was peanut and chocolate i guess.okay so i'm practically weighed down by those food now.luckily tmr got training lol.
tink the eating's all over?com'on.get real.this mth this yr is the mth to feast.nxt saturday we are going to celebrate our grandmother's birthday!so expect more good food and more goodwood park durian cake for durian cake is my ah ma's fav.and tt has been the choice for her cake for the past dunno how many years.then the sat after nxt,my cousin's tying the knot!sat will be hi-tea at a church.it will be the 1st time i attend a church wedding.the the following day,the sunday,will be the traditional chinese banquet at night.so MORE FOOD.and i just heard my mum saying abt wedding anniversary meal?i wonder if my ears were playing tricks on me.now u see why may is the mth to feast for me.i'm feeling damn guilty i tell you.really.
on another note,i bowled a 200 game today!first time in like nearly after more than a year?haha.urm...yeap but it's only ONE 200 game.heh.
i need a vigorous workout.workouts i mean.lol.cheers ppl:)
^('@')^

lost and still searching

2006-05-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

where'd you go?

i miss you so.

seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.

please come back home.

-where'd you go by fort minor

me,my soul,and i.

^('@')^

hopes and dreams

2006-05-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

it is said that we should aim high.

aim for the sky.

so if you fall,you'll fall onto the clouds.

aim for the clouds,and if you fall,you crash flat into the ground.

however,it always seem to be like this:

aim for the sky or anywhere else.

you don't have to fall

to plunge straight into the abyss.

into the doldrums.

so much for hopes and dreams.

^('@')^

injury plagued

2006-05-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

down on luck with injury over this couple of weeks.
first a suspected sprained right foot.whatever it is it hurts whenever i step on the ground.
then came a bruised left thigh.muscle will feel like bursting when to much force is exerted.can't squat.can't climb steps.
today the injury list gets longer after recre soccer.
strained my right thigh.worsened the improving condition of my right foot and left thigh.got a bruise at where the sun dun shine thanks to the thick-skinned soccer ball.
everything seems to balance up.my lower body it's kinda imobile now.
i got napfa 2.4 on friday.
seriously doubt i can recover in time.
can't even walk properly.how to bloody run?
more physiotheraphy sessions with COUNTERPAIN.
physics test tmr.i tink i'm done for.wth am i doing here?

today the recre soccer league finally kicked-off.the team i'm in won.
and i got to train with the school team for like 45min?
some consolation to take back with at least.^('@')^

it's not where you are.it's who you are.

2006-04-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday i found myself stepping into catholic high again.i was back with hang who had to go back to brief his juniors.and since i did not feel like doing anything so i decided to go back to look for some teachers.
first we went to collect our o'levels certificate.i would be lying if i said i did not feel disgruntled looking at the results once again.the sight was just pure irksome.one glance and it went straight into my bag.
i tink because it was quite late, tt's why we did not manage to get to see many teachers.we met miss fernandez b4 we collected out cert.she's the mastermind behind the success of class 2-6.she rocks.2-6 rocks.every 2-6ers rocks.had a nice chat with her until i realise she's just exactly like miss johnson,mine and hang's current geog teacher.well i guess the only difference is tt they teach different subjects.otherwise i tink they are more or less like sisters lol.went to look for tristan and mrs long,the two bowling teacher-in-charge during my time in the catholic high bowling team.however both had left the school.then went to look for miss thian whom i heard was looking for me for dunno what from justin when i met him at popular a couple of weeks ago.she wasn't at her seat.was later told by mrs tay she had left too.
then hang went to look for tan seow wee.i refused to see her.decided to idle outside the staff room instead.met my junior during the wait.learnt tt catholic high have mid-yrs once again.never in my time in the school i had a mid-yr exam.well,guess it's because of the unsightly o'levels results the school produced last yr.then next i bumped into mrs bala.MRS BALA!haha i tink she's the only english teacher i had who really did her job well over the four years in catholic high.HOD lehz.can't be too off right?anyway talked about the usual stuff like where-are-you-now-how-are-you-coping stuff.then talked abt getting use to jc.especially since i've been to a different one during the first 6 weeks.that was when she said this:"it's the same everywhere.it's just the name.it's not where you are.it's who you are."these were simple english sentences from an english HOD.but surely these words were more than words.i thought it brightened me up a little.asked me about where the 4-9 ppl were b4 saying goodbye.thanks mrs bala for those wise words!
not too long later hang came out with tan seow wee.had no choice but to at least say hi to her.damn she can't even remember my name at first.but who cares?after all my maths quite screwed partially because of her.keh!forced myself into a short convo with her and hang before we left for the CANTEEN!haha.
catholic high school's canteen is heaven compared to aj's canteen.no doubt abt tt.eat and eat and eat.i tink i spent over 4 bucks on snacks at the hot drinks stall and the vending machines.and damn.i did not try the meiji milk!haha.ended up trying another flavour for the yoghurt.okay i shall try it the nxt time i step into catholic high again.pretty soon i guess.lol.sat at the canteen table and chatted with hang.not really chat because we weren't talking kok.talking about serious stuff,private stuff.stuff u will not want others to know but a friend who had been with u for more than 6 yrs who noes you inside out and ever-reliable.it's really nice to have a friend like hang.someone whom u are not afraid to share certain things you dun even tell ur closest kin.it's good.at least i won't feel bottled-up inside everytime.hang arh hang!well u are a care-giver after all according to ur MBTI results haha.eh dun forget we still got each other's wedding dinner to attend hor lol.
wasn't a bad day today really.just that my foot's still hurting.guess i aggrevated it during pe lesson today.been nursing it with COUNTERPAIN.i tink i need more physiotheraphy sessions before sunday's soccer training.
^('@')^

rain doesn't mean no soccer

2006-04-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday.wednesday means recre soccer after school.today means the start of the recre soccer league.was really looking forward to our first game.who knows at about 1.30pm the rain began to pour.things did not get better any soon.at 2.45 found my a few of my classmates and i stranded at the bus stop outside the school gate.we decided to chiong into school after deciding tt the rain ain't gonna get any less heavy. got quite wet.met up with marvin and jj and help them get aj idol tickets.then received a msg from te recre team captain saying tt recre soccer today is cancelled...BLAH!damn sian.considering marvin called him earlier on to find out if training was still on.told us to come back to school to receive his sms telling us tt soccer is cancelled and spread the news...
anyway did kick ball eventually when the rain stopped.and tt was after a brief gym session in the school while waiting for the rain to come to a halt.anyway it began to drizzle when we were playing but who cares?nobody cared.kickabt was more of a shooting practice session.jus keep wacking shots at the keep who got really soiled when we were told to leave the field at abt 6.15pm?
anyway, i had fun soccering as usual.but my right foot is bruised now.dunno why.hurts a little whenever i step on the ground.felt it after braving the rain running into school.heh.hopes it doesn't get any worse tmr.^('@')^

filling in the blanks

2006-04-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

i will fill his boots one day.

the non-literal sense tt is.

^('@')^

smells like home

2006-04-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

something funny happened this morning.in stoning mode,coming out of the lift on my way to the bus stop to school,i turned towards the route leading to catholic high.the route i've walked for at least 4 years.then i paused for a moment and thought "what the hell",laughed at myself before heading for the right direction.the route to ajc.
school today was just like school on any other day.the usual stuff.boring stuff.only mass civics was enriching.chem bonding's still like a script from way before the first letter of the alphabets was created.had our arm muscles busted during pe.smoked through the physics tutorial.
stayed back after school for abt an hour to discuss abt GPP draft which is due on mon.met up with marvin and jj after tt.decided to go j8 basement to get some food to eat after pondering for quite a while.then slowly walked towards the bus stop near my home.called jion chun to check if he was still in catholic high.before reaching bus stop made a detour to meet him at the school canteen.hmmm so i found myself back at where i was almost abt 5 mths ago,and nearly this morning.ha.
ncc land had some passing out parade.so the ncc seniors who graduated last yr were mostly back there.familiar faces back at a familiar ground were met.and what more can u ask for when u return to catholic high other than soccer.played with some sec4s,ncc seniors and yeow chern at the basketball court."JOGA BONITO" as what yeow chern explained.the new game in catholic high.4-a-side,a ball,and two tables flipped 90 degrees at both end of the basketball court.simple as tt.always feels good to get together to soccer,especially back at where you once belong.the feeling is just different.just great.
after tt went to the canteen to chill out because it began to rain.had a new vending machine in the canteen tt sells meiji yoghurt and milk.tried the yoghurt.it was good.i'll try the milk when i step into the school again the nxt time,pretty soon i guess.learnt from yeow chern tt it is some new aqcuisition by hak boon.and check out design of the vending machine.looks like hak boon's still full of his crazy ideas.lol.

well much have changed since i graduated from the place.urm physically the desert-field has been replanted with grass again.looks good now but i dun tink it will last when the softballers start training there again.n the field has became smaller as part of it has been turned into two tennis courts.alot of water(fountains) and stones(statues) around school.wonder where hak boon get the money from.from what i know the change is more than just physical:)let's not mention it.but whatever it is,catholic high still smells like home.^('@')^

here without you

2006-04-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

a hundred days have made me older
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and i don't think i can look at this the same
but all the miles that separate
disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight it's only you and me

the miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello
i've heard this life is overrated
but i hope that it gets better as we go

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl it's only you and me

everything i know, and anywhere i go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love

i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl it's only you and me...^('@')^

back to business

2006-04-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

the accomplice.

FINALLY!I AM IN A CCA!lol.
alrite after waiting for 2 weeks i finally attended recre soccer training today with marvin and jj.thank god it did not rain man...otherwise today will be as screwed up as last wed.
so after putting on my boots(it always feels good to put them on:D),joined the group for warm up,hear the teacher-in-charge talk abt what he want us to noe,we got to play match:)wohoo.
was abt 11-a-side but could only use the breadth of the pitch because the school team using half of the pitch for training.
it was a one hour match.30min per half with a 15min break in btw. was in the same team as marvin,jj,and a couple of their classmates.as usual i operated as a striker.1st half was sort of a boring affair.everyone seems to be warming up.not much action.i had nth much to do besides creating a couple of chances,zero shots,some poor touches,a goal line clearance.0-0 it stood at half time.
all geared up for second half then.game begun like how the 1st half ended.both sides creating equal opportunities.then suddenly got a break down the right.opp defence totally caught.only one defender at the back.ball was played to marvin while i continued my run down the middle before marvin crossed the ball in first time.typical viva style play.defender was caught by the cross and i had all the time in the world.decided to take it first time with a volley groundwards.made gd connection with the ball.tot i scored but the shot bounced straight off the keep.i guess it's gonna be one of those days again today.things did not get better when the opp went 1-0 up.
then a period of pressing saw plenty of corners awarded to us.then the moment came.looking for a direct corner into the area where i was standing,marvin played a smart short corner to our teammate to took the ball past one man before whipping a cross it.straight to me.rose above the defender in front of me and diverted the cross from the right to the bottom right hand post of the keeper.1-1.typical header goal by ang.all smiles.
game thrown back into balance again.both sides continued to push for the thrid goal of the game.had an opportunity when jj's clearance found me empty.keep rushed out to jus manage to nick the ball away.but he slipped it and i walked straight into the ball w/o knowing it,only to see the ball went just wide.then it came.opp's goalkick was turned into an immediate counter attack.reached abt just b4 the half way line down the left flank before my teammate cushioned the ball straight to my feet.saw defender closing me down.realise i was open.so turned him 1st first time and continued my run down the left flank forward.took the ball past another man before slotting the ball past the on-rushing keeper.2-1.
then immediately from kick off it was 2-2.back to square one again with limited time left for play.game was still played at a pretty high tempo.then a gd spell of pressuring saw the opp defender make a mistake by passing the ball to me abt a gd 15 yrds? from the goal.once again had the space and time.took the ball under control and pulled it to my left.looked up at where the keep was b4 placing the ball to his bottom left hand post with my left foot.3-2.hat-trick.game almost certainly in the bag.turned out to be the final score in the end.
really glad to net again.it's been a while since such a performance had been put in.last time i scored more than 1 in a game?i can't remember la lol.missing those days when goals are scored like nobody's business la haha.finally got a taste of it today:)
oh.did this interesting looking test b4 i started on my pi draft.tt's the result.chew on it:) and i've completed my draft for pi!ready to be checked tmr.cheers.^('@')^

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2006-03-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

this entry is specially dedicated to the ppl whom i know from 06s41 of victoria junior college:)

things to be kept well.to be remembered.

"what day is it?and in what month?this clock never seem so alive."

indeed time has flown.a new term has begun.but the old still remains to be savoured.past midnight today spells the end of the 1st three months of the new year.it seems short but nevertheless it has been an enriching one filled with ups and downs.

on tuesday night,28th march,i recieved a letter concealed in a bright yellow envelope.i like letters.especially hand-written ones.they are uniquely meaningful.my feelings were mixed when i opened and read the letter.it was a card from 06s41.i was surprised and grateful at receiving the card.it is really nice to know tt the class is still behind those who had left.reading the messages in the card really moved me.i was genuinely touched by the effort put in by the class.the sincere words of encouragement from everyone,including the class CT ms daphne ng,was really heart warming.attached to the card was two recently taken photos.tt was when we gathered together at the fountain of wealth during o2.it was without a doubt some night to be remembered.the photos will serve a constant reminder tt we all had loads of fun together.the letter works wonder in times like this:)thank you all for the card and photos:)

the 6wks spent in vj would have been a rather boring affair if i had not met all of you.life definitely became more colourful with u all around.i thoroughly enjoyed myself during the 6wks.the fun we had cannot be measured nor equalled.the many outings which begun with lunch at pastamania at parkway,to all the talks,to the temptations to skip lectures,to the frequent true or dare sessions,when we've got nothing to do,in the canteen,at the tree house,while waiting for movie,on the pavement of east coast park,anywhere.not forgetting the tougher times we spent together.the topsy turvy period when the o levels and posting results were released.that couple of weeks brought the class much closer.the care,concern,and support given was really overwhelming.everyone deserves a pat on the back.

much have changed since.it would have been nice to have the chance to hang about with u all everyday again.but it's a would-have-been.i've got to get over it.we've got to move on.i certainly believe that we all will still keep in close contact.

i want to sincerely thank the following people who had made a difference to my life during the 1st 6wks of the yr:

ambrose;andrea;cihui;dorcas;ethel;eugene;farrell;hamdan;he li;jasmine;jerrold;jia wei;joel;kyne;mahesha;samantha;samuel;shang hong;shang mao;simar;tan chun;yao peng,and last but not least,ms daphne ng.

u all have my salutes,best wishes,and misses.

the moments spent are remembered.u all will not be forgotten.will be remembered.will be treasured.even more.^('@')^

Photograph by Nickelback

Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneaking out And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times I wonder if it's too late Should i go back and try to graduate Life's better now that it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh oh oh Oh god I Every memory of looking out the back door I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it,time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops seen us hanging out They said somebody went and burned it down We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we know We said someday weíd find out how if feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel Kim's the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She's had a couple of kids since then I haven't seen her since god knows when Oh oh oh Oh god I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it,time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye I miss that town I miss the faces You can't erase You can't replace it I miss it now I can't believe it So hard to stay So hard to leave it If I could I relive those days I know the one thing that would never change Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it,time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it,time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh Everytime I do it makes me...

finding somethings to do nothing

2006-03-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

today sucked.or at least on the whole.
woke up with my left knee still feeling the pain whenever i bend it.how to play soccer today like tt?i cannot rvin n jj for swimming liao.blah.
went back to school after lunch for hse meeting.fell asleep during it.woke up by my classmate when everyone had to stand to practice cheer.apparently i was still sound asleep til then.sitted.
n guess wat.it started to rain heavily when the meeting was abt to end.all the hype for soccer today was all dashed.how boring.wat a big turn off.so i guess i'm still cca-less.
rained n rained n couldn't do anything.let alone leave the school.tried to borrow scrabble from counsil room to kill time while waiting for rain to stop but all the scrabbles were loaned out.so went to canteen to eat.and eat.and eat again.
the rain finally stopped.where to go now?decided to go grassrootclub to pool.walked there n couldn't find the billard room nor the pool table at the bowling centre.then reached the billard room to find tt all tables were occupied.then went to find the bowling centre.finally found it n saw the pool tables there.n we reached jus in time to see the last table being occupied.watched some sji bowlers bowled.watch a little while more.actually waiting for the pool table.then realise the ppl were preventing the ball from dropping into the pocket so tt they could continue playing w/o paying.left the bowling centre to watch two ppl play time crisis cos we were really bored out of our minds.then left grassrootclub eventually w/o doing ANYTHING there.went to marvin's place to chill for a while before going home with rain drizzling down again.
so thanks to the rainy afternoon.we did nothing.i did nothing.today's not our day.not my day.
hmmm but at least i got to have some fun today.before the rain started to pour tt is.after school went to j8 to lunch with 6 of my classmates.j8 becos they wanted to take neoprints.i've nv taken a neoprint in my life b4.never.i was asked if i've taken neoprint b4.shook my head i did n after lunch i took my firsts ever neoprints.wasn't a bad experience after all.photos are nice to keep anyway.so i guess tt's the only highlight of my day.the rest was summed up by the rain.
no more rainy wednesdays pls.i dun wish to rot my life away.rot a short life and the life gets shorter.gotta discuss my ideas for PW tmr.i dunno which question to pick.i have not the slightest idea wat i am gonna do.i dun wanna be toasted.i'm going to do research.so i can show something tmr.i need to be perked up.^('@')^

gd run day.gd game day.bad hair day.

2006-03-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

morning started on a bad note.slpt late last nite n woke up late tis morning.suppose to meet gedeon at yio chu kang mart at 9.30.met him abt an hr later.sorry gedeon!haha.at least i learnt tt u made ppl wait for u like wat happened today b4 too:)went for timed 2.4 run.i was definitely not fresh.haven recover from yesterday yet lol.my arm hurts a little.my knee hurts a little.but warmed up as usual.so both of us gotta push ourselves.or at least gedeon.2.4 means 6 rounds ard the track.with the stopwatch in my hand.so ran we did.n push we did.n met my target i did.satisfying stuff.though i tot i could do better.maybe when i'm fresher.gonna beat tt timing:)cheers to gedeon too.ur personal best timing.u will do better in ur nxt run.just remember to push urself.esp the 1st couple of rounds and the last one.u ain't too far from wat u need to achieve.gd luck for ur kayak trials:)
went back home after lunch at nyp.had macs.not the best choice of food after a run.but gd enuh to appease my stomach.afternoon past quickly w/o doing much.went to ah ma's hse for dinner in the evening.met my cousin who just returned from india from some NS training camp on the way to the lift.learnt from him tt j8 telecasting the 203rd merseyside derby btw liverpool and everton on a large screen tv at the new wherever they call the open air place where events are organised.decided to go with him.it's been a while since i've watched a soccer match.liverpool somemore.no reasons to miss it:)
reached there b4 the match started.it was organised by power98.the DJs played some games to give away their prizes and tok alot of kok b4 the match kicked off.tis match nv lack drama.n drama began in the 18th min when liverpool skipper gerrard got sent off for a second bookable offence.he picked up his 1st yellow card 35sec ago.how dumb.how drama.how worrying.i tot tt's it.everton created the better chances to score.after a handful of yellow cards and with game played into half time stoppage time,liverpool got a corner.n then another corner.n then a goal.gd corner by alonso.own goal by neville.cheers.second half kicked off in style.minutes into it,it became two-nil.gd play by garcia.rewarded with a goal.crazy goalkeeping by wright.plenty more yellow cards b4 everton pulled one back.2-1.game on.alonso struck the cross bar from a freekick when everyone tot it was going in.then more drama.everton's sub van der meyde got a straight red after touching the ball not more than once.challenged a header with his elbow going into alonso's face 1st.how dumb.how drama.how it made all liverpudlians cheer.the game was killed of with a superb strike from harry kewell thnks to some poor defending by everton.3-1 the final score.i certainly din waste my time watching tis game.highly entertaining.highly dramatic.highly satisfying.oh,n everyone present got a free goodie bag to bring home courtesy of j8.
something came into my mind when i was stoning in front of the com.life's like a movie.i play the lead role of my movie.the ppl ard me are like the supporting actors and actresses who make my movie better.i've watched soccer today.now i want to play soccer.soccer anyone?and my haircut today was a little screwed.it's shorter than usual.looks funny.lol.^('@')^

green berms good,long pants ain't bad after all

2006-03-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

for the 1st time in my life i wore long pants as part of my uniform to attend sch.grey top dark blue bottom...the aj colour.i tot it wasn't too bad after all...moreover i've gotta wear it for 2 yrs man...so somehow must get use to it.
went for assembly but din noe where my class was...end up crashing some other class...only after tt then joined up with my new classmates and went for geog lect together.only in LT then realise two of my classmates were actually my og mates too lol.after tt went for PW lect where the questions for tis yr's pw was released.i tot the questions sucked.i hope my grp ain't gonna suck like them.then got an hr's break after a crappy phy lect cos i dun take econs.met up with jion chun and decided tt we shld eat in the canteen.was warned by my ogf tt aj canteen food sucked.got to noe why.jion and i tried the chicken cutlet from the western stall.paid 2 bucks for some reheated fries and a few pieces of fried-till-dry chicken.i'd rather pay 2.50 and travelling fare to vj to have the chicken cutlet there:) well let's hope lunch tmr in the canteen ain't gonna be bad...okay makan then got sometime b4 i had to go for chem lect so went library to use the com to kill time.finally chem lect where only my class ppl turned up.i chose a spot in the middle a few rows from the front tinking tt there will be plenty of ppl.then when my class ppl came in the all occupied the 1st few rows.lol.my row had only me.and from my row onwards got nobody else.haha so looks like i isolating myself.was quite tired mentally anyway la...so dun really feel like mixing ard yea...but still...oh well...at least i get a bird's eye view of my class ppl.i shall bond with them tmr:D
after chem lect i had nth on for the make shift timetable.so i decided to go back.it was freaking early.i planned to run 4.8 today.the sun was damn hot then.so instead of turning left to the bus stop...i turned right and headed for the gym.after one hr i left the place and back home,still waiting for the sun to cool down.upon arriving home the sky seemed a little overcasted.wohoo!best time to do running:) so 4.8 i ran at the park right downstairs my block.
after washing up i recieved a call from marvin.
"where are you?"he asked.
home.tt's wat i replied.and he told me i missed the 1st lesson of a workshop for all j1s.and he told me my class was there too...sheesh...i hope i ain't really look like i'm isolating myself yea...and attendance better not be taken.my form teacher asked me if i was late today cos my attendance wasn't taken in assembly for i was with a wrong class.i wonder how to explain to him abt my abscense for the workshop.din noe is a weak excuse.it was announced during assembly.i must be slping.
sigh just have to wait and see wat happen and wat is going to happen tmr.o...tis song got stuck in my since yesterday.not too bad la the song.lyrics ain't too bad either.

iris by goo-goo dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

some part of the song caught my attention.maybe tt's why it's still stuck in my head.is aj life to slack?i'm able to find time to blog. ^('@')^

byes and hellos

2006-03-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

damn it...i'm having probs uploading the pics yet again...tried and tried and i finally gave in:)anyway the pics are crappy...so why bother:)...urm but if anyone is really interested u can ask me to show u...i'll consider...lol.
okay so much for the poor pic uploading service.decided to blog today cos it's the last day of the hols b4 the new term begins...and i wonder when the nxt post will be so jus blog when i can:)
morning was fun.met up with my sec sch friends and went to play soccer at some grass-pitched street soccer court in bishan.quite highly anticipated but was welcomed by catholic high style field.desert with grass patches here and there.had to make do with wat we had.at least there was goalposts.feels gd to put on the vivacitor jersey and my boots again...wonder when is the nxt time i gonna pull on the no.5 behind my back and kick balls with my boots again...so we played for quite long then went to the coffee shop beside ntuc near j8 for lunch b4 we said gdbye.not really a fruitful ball game...saw glimpses of my old self...but in the end i still had fun...not easy to meet up with ppl u like to play soccer with to play soccer nowadays...so i guess shld jus treasure the moment yea:)
returned home and saw the new philips tv set still in the box it came with...then was told tt the dealer weren't suppose to assemble the tv but they ended up sending their men to do so at 4+.b4 they could do so...the new smaller tv set was moved to my room to make way for the bigger one:D...and the reception from my room is finally gd thnks to my pa who re-soldered some part of the thing tt affected the reception...so i guess i should be feeling happy yea?:) so the philips tv was eventually fixed up and i played ard with it for a while b4 i got bored thnks to the programmes telecasted...
hmmm then after tt i finally parted with my stylishly-pink nokia 6100...my aunt gave it to my aunt who gave it to me and now i'm giving it to my mum.well it was my first handphone and although it has been with me for only abt 4 mths i really liked it although it was pink.i tot it was cool:D okay so the phone belongs to my mama now.
sheesh tmr sch reopens.i haven done anything meaningful for sch work over the hols.not feeling guilty though.the thing is i'm not gonna get to wear my catholic high uniform anymore:( man i'm gonna miss those metal buttons and man i'm gonna miss those green berms.i was told tt i'm the only one who is going to miss cat high uniform.maybe...but i doubt:) cat high has taught me well though...skip the o levels part...i dun tink i'll be who i am today if i wasn't in cat high...sec2 was the best yr in cat high...all the 2-6ers will be remembered...not excluding our form teacher miss lucy fernandez.credits must be given to her for being our form teacher from sec1 to 2.she rocks:)*salute*
ssssssso...bye to metal buttons and berms...they will be sorely missed.will be pulling on a new set of uniform tmr.aj uniform tt is.shirt and long pants.LONG PANTS.okay i'm fine with it,jus tt i would perfer my cat high uniform:D and i will be meeting new faces again tmr yea.new class new classmates new teachers.and i'm bloody cca-less now in aj.how boring.nvm i can still follow my excercise routine...vj hockey style lol...marvin will be interested i guess haha.oh and may JJ's proposal for swim team be granted.so i can join too lol.at least there's something to keep me occupied.
not really looking forward to tmr lehz...i wan more hols:P ^('@')^

(:

2006-03-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

HMMMMMM...feeling damn peaceful today yea haha:D it's been a while since i felt like tt...nth seemed to be bothering me...somehow lol.
woke up pretty early but laze on the bed until i recieved a msg...and tt dragged me out of bed for gd...until at least till bedtime tonite:)...and the 1st thing i had to do was to take off my bed sheet cos mama wants to wash them...although i must say it's the machine tt's doing the washing?!then cleaned up my table cos it was getting way too dusty...and it was not too long later tt mama asked me if i could vacuum the chairs in the leaving room cos it's giving her the itch(i tink it's jus her)...well since i have nth to do i agreed to it...but only after i watched epl goals show which ends at 12.30.watching half way then suddenly no sound for 5 min...then got sound again...well i tot tt mus be the last straw for tis tv man...it's been giving alot of probs...and invested alot in repairing it...and it turned out tt it is when my sis was watching some programme later in the afternoon and the same thing happened...
anyway so after vacuuming the chairs mama sis and i had lunch...mama cooked up some plain porridge and bought two dishes from the zhap-cai(mixed veg) stall downstairs and a bottle of preserved veg...tt was lunch...it was simple...but i liked it...instead i tink i miss having tis kinda lunch...i use to have tis sorta lunch everyday at my ah ma house when i was in primary sch...except my ah ma cooks the dishes...i miss ah ma's cai-po-nhing(egg fried with preserved raddish)!damn...i'll cook it myself one day...when i'm really craving for it lol.
alrite then after lunch i decided to condition my bowling stuff.went to bowl on thurs and realised all the stuff damn dirty.first i washed the wrist guard then cleaned up the guard.then i decided to polish my balls...bowling balls tt is:P...both were freaking dirty...spent a gd whole hour rubbing away all the dirt/dried-up-oil...looks much better after i finally finish polishing it...at least i'm satisfied with my work:)
after tt idled ard at home free of any worries...then went on some photo-frenzy and took some crappy pics(damn i having probs posting them here...i post another day okay?)...and all the feeling of being carefree was lost when mama said we are going out to get a new tv...sheesh...felt quite sian when i learnt abt tt...so at abt 4+ went to j8's best denki to check out some tv models...then stumbled upon tis salesman who was trying to sell tis new philips lcd tv to a family...so we listened to wat he had to say as well...the tv turned out to be damn gd...i kinda liked it...the salesman used a total of 3 tv sets including the new product and a MIB 2 dvd to show how gd the product was...wasn't too disappointing...it was really impressive...and he was pretty impressive too...salesman wise tt is:)...then we left j8 to go to aljunied to meet pa as we are going down to audio house to purchase the tv(still dunno wat we getting yet...but i really wanted tt philips one)...
so we arrived at audio house...strolled ard...AND THERE IT WAS...tt new philips lcd tv!...cool stuff sia...then mama looked for the salesman who once helped my parents when they visited audio house sometime back...and asked him to recommend us some tv...as we were standing right in front of the philips tv set he intro tt 1st...he tinks it's tt damn gd too...we enquired abt others...he gave us his frank opinion tt tis philips tv set is the most worth it...i was really glad tt my parents were both into getting the tv eventually...so after some bargaining(yeap apparently it's allowed there)...the deal was done at a price tt suited both parties...all smiles for me:)at least the trip wasn't wasted...and it was made better when they bought another smaller tv set to replace the spoilt one in my room...MY ROOM...yes...it was a much cheaper and smaller model...but who cares when u can have a tv in ur room?aiyah...but actually it serves as a back up tv...so if the tv in the living room is taken up and someone decides to watch something else then my room will be occupied.so the trip out din turn out too bad after all:)
dinner at ah ma house was gd!1st thing tt really caught my attention was tt outstanding red and white box with a man's face beside three letters tt spelt KFC!!!wohoo...i've been wanting to eat tt for a while...now i can have it for free!yeah man:) so it was basically eating at ah ma's place...then we went home...and i was feeling a little bloated...guess i overate...
came home to fix up the tv dunno wat in my room...then changed the leaving room tv with the one tt was suppose to be placed in my room first becos the philips one will only be delivered tmr...took quite a while and plenty of muscle work to shift two 29inch tv sets to two different places and the new one to it's new spot.when all is finally done...here i came to blog!
still feeling the no-stress feeling in me...wonder why when sch's reopening on mon...had quite a satisfying day doing what i wanted to...there's a sense of accomplishment somehow...i ain't slping soon...but i ain't gonna continue to type any longer too:D gearing up for soccer tmr yea?but my groin kinda hurts sia...haha. ^('@')^

beginning of a new end

2006-03-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

so it's the second day into the march hols...practically wasted the morning of yesterday n today attending physics makeup lect...realise i dunno plenty of stuff...but tt wasn't help by the lecturers who decided to turn their attention to those who did not take physics for the 1st 2 mths in wherever they were.so i left with my friends midway thru the lecture...yesterday and today:)
it's been a while since i did serious exercise...i'm missing the everyday training i use to get in vj lehz...haha...so yesterday when i bought my uniform,left the sch,lunched,went to marvin's place to chill...marvin suggsted we go run...so run we shall...both of us went back to catholic high to use their track.we decided to run 2.4 n do sets of physical training.e feeling was bitter-sweet when i finished my run...it was my personal best timing for 2.4(thnks to vj hockey training) but it fell short of my target by abt 14 sec...nvm i still have time to work on tt:)ok then did 2 sets of crunches(is tt how u spell it),pumping,sit-ups,dips n bridge b4 we cooled down n left the dusty(cough!) track area n back home...
today marvin n i decided we shall do intervals after the lect...n as we anticipated the day b4...we left early again...n since aj's track was empty today...we did our intervals there...10 sets of 3 X 100m...each 100m in 20s(sounds zai but keep overshooting by abt 2-4 sec lol)...n after tt went to j8 together with JJ for lunch...then learnt tt JJ will be meeting gedeon for gym at yio chu kang...so i decided to tag along for a workout at 4.30pm...so now i'm back here to blog(urm i did other stuff like...bath?...b4 i blogged la haha).it's been a while since there's a proper entry...so here it is!
to exercise again really feels gd man...i dun wan to waste wat i gotten out from vj hockey during the 1st 2 mths yea?:)anyway it will only do me gd...alrite man free from sch from tmr onwards until mon:)
ok my dinner's ready n i haven eaten since lunch...so i guess i shall stop here...let's hope tmr shan't be boring:)feeling fit again yea?haha. ^('@')^

tough enough?

2006-03-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

"Now we must move ahead

Despite our fear and dread

We're all just wishing we could stop...

Life goes on

Come of age

Can't hold on

Turn the page

Time rolls on

Wipe these eyes

Yesterday laughs

Tomorrow cries

The past is laughing as today just slips away

Time tears down what we've made

And sets another stage..."

-can't repeat,the offspring

^('@')^

live life

2006-03-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

it saddens me to know that i will be remembered...and that's what made me cried...^('@')^

untitled

2006-03-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

it takes a real man to cry?

"when it seems you're lost alone and feeling down,remember everybody's different,just take a look around...when you want to give up and your heart's about to break,remember that you're perfect,God's make no mistakes"- welcome to wherever you are,bon jovi
^('@')^

entry of broken songs

2006-02-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

it's a little bit funny,this feeling inside i fall into an ocean of you baby there's something about you nobody warned me about your smile every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure if a picture paints a thousand words then why can't i paint you but all the miles had separate,they disappeared now when i'm dreaming of your face there are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how i just can't deny this feeling ^('@')^